Some that recognize this place may miss it.  I, on the other hand wish for a different medium of escape.  Could a different mattress create another desire? A different pillow carry me into a different state of mind?  If in fact so, just as yellow as the light that dims my night, as is the sun that brights the days - be so kind as hatch in me new desires.  Bring vision to eyes now less numb, (by f.o.s.)  The mind is dulled, and that is all. For now.